Posts Tagged ‘ego’

Halfway There: Urdhva Padmasana in Sarvangasana (Upward Lotus in Shoulderstand)

Saturday, September 18th, 2010

Urdhva Padmasana in Sarvangasana (Upward Lotus in Shoulderstand) registers as 4* on the scale of difficulty.

I can’t think of a more appropriate pose to mark the halfway point in my project to attempt all poses in BKS Iyengar’s Light on Yoga. Urdhva Padmasana in Sarvangasana not only combines the learnings of a great number of poses covered thus far in the project (Padmasana, Salamba Sarvangasana I, and Urdhva Padmasana in Sirsasana, to name a few); it also carries with it the symbolism of the lotus – so relevant to the midpoint in this journey.

As I mentioned in my post on Urdhva Padmasana in Sirsasana, our greatest experiences on our mats bloom from the mud of the challenges we face in our practice. Like a lotus rising from murky waters, we flourish when fed by experiences that put us to the test – mentally, physically, or emotionally.

The countless challenges of this project have tested and strengthened me as a teacher, a student, and a person. Poses I find difficult or near impossible help me learn to leave my ego off the mat. The daunting task of writing about 200 poses teaches me the value of diligence and patience. Examining asanas I once considered mundane sheds fresh, new light on familiar poses. Each day that I open up Light on Yoga and begin exploring the next pose, I learn something about myself and my practice.

The project is only halfway complete and some of the most physically challenging poses await. No doubt, I will find myself frustrated, unmotivated, irritated, and exhausted at various points along the way. But, the journey thus far has taught me that each of those moments of darkness, doubt and despair will bear fruit in the end. Sometimes, the sweetest moments in life are born from struggle.

In the Mud, Not of It: Ardha Baddha Padmottanasana (Half Bound Lotus Forward Bend)

Tuesday, May 4th, 2010

“[The lotus] grows up through the water and raises its face to the shining sun; it is in the mud, but not of it… The lotus symbolizes purity, development, and transcendence; the fully blossomed lotus represents our fully unfolded innate Buddha-nature.” – Lama Surya Das, Awakening the Buddha Within

Ardha Baddha Padmottanasana, Half Bound Lotus Forward Bend, registers as 9* on the 60* scale of difficulty. Although Ardha Baddha Padmottanasana is a basic standing posture in the Ashtanga tradition, it is far from basic. Mastery of the pose requires deep opening in your standing leg’s hamstring, hip opening in your lotus leg, and keen awareness of what’s comfortable for both of your knees.

In a pose like Ardha Baddha Padmottanasana, it is imperative to be in the mud, but not of it – to embrace the inherent difficulty of the pose without forcing your body into painful extremes. Forcing the pose will only exercise your ego and lead you to injury.

If placing your right foot onto your left standing hip point strains your knee or feels inaccessible, either cradle your right ankle in your hands to begin the process of opening up your right hip, or flex your right foot and place your right ankle on your right thigh. If taking the bind with your right hand forces you to slump in your right shoulder, place your right hand on your right hip and hold your right foot with your left hand instead. If folding forward causes you to bend your standing leg, stay standing tall. If attempting the pose puts your ego in the driver’s seat, take a deep breath and re-center your intention for your practice.

“Achieving freedom from craving and being in the world, yet not quite of it, is up to us; achieving liberation, lasting happiness, and freedom is up to us… When there is nothing wanting, there is nothing working against anything. There is no grasping at anything; there is no grasper and nothing being grasped… There is just the unimpeded, spontaneous, free experiencing of things just as they are, moment after miraculous moment. This is the natural great perfection.”